As soon as it happened it was taken away again. I found out I was pregnant with my rainbow baby on the 2nd, doctor called me yesterday and told me my levels dropped. And I miscarried over the weekend. I can't tell you how broken my heart feels, how much I feel like god hates me. But I will remain hopeful. I just want this so bad. And I don't understand how the best people in world have trouble conceiving and some of the worst can just have baby's with no problems. God give me strength ✝️🙏🏻😢