Woke up this morning around 6 used the bathroom like normal after I wiped and seen bright red blood on the tissue immediately began to panic . Thought this was my rainbow baby. Prayed about him or her every night . I was so worried istantly hopped in the shower for dressed ran to the hospital .. Got there scared and all alone . Prepared for the worst but still prayed for the best 💯 I sat there for 3hours and 45 mins gave an urine sample, blood work, pelvic exam and and ultra sound ( didn't like the fact that I wasn't able to look at the ultrasound) I sat an waited and waited .. After all the waiting they come and tell me that my embryo stopped growing at 5weeks6days..and no longer had an heartbeat I'm a bit shocked and conserned this is my second miscarriage and second time my baby stopped growing inside of me. I want to know why !!! Has anyone else had this problem before ? I feel like I doing something wrong during while pregnant .. I feel so much self pity like it's all my fault . Im extremely heartbroken. I love kids and always wanted one of my own but seems like I can never get past the first trimester😟..