discouraged

Stacy
Feeling so discouraged.  I can be so positive for others, but when it comes to me... I feel like it's just not in the cards. As my 36 bd approaches... I'm thinking motherhood just isn't in my cards.  Dr says still healthy age, but hasn't suggested further testing.  She thinks all looks good.  Sigh.  All I wanted want was to be a mommy.  But I'm thinking I need to figure out life without being that person.  Just sucks most days.