In the NICU :( 💔

My little man was born on 10-12-16 and everything so perfect induction went perfect, labor was short and easy for me. He came out crying and absolutely handsome. He weighed 8lbs 3oz and was 20in long. I have type 1 diabetes so we were induced. I took very well control of my sugars throughout the entire pregnancy and everything so amazing for the most part. He seems fine for the first couple hours but then his blood sugars came back super super low which is probably because he was so use to my body taking insulin that now his pancreas that works unlike mine is now producing too much insulin for just him.... And then they noticed he was breathing heavy. So they sent him down to the NICU and has been there since. His lungs are wet because he swallowed some fluid during delivery I guess. We just have to wait for it to absorb. I'm so sad I had to leave without my baby boy. I never expected this. Nothing is majorly wrong with him which I am so greatful and these two things will go away with time. I'm just so scared and worried. I hope he gets better fast so my little man can come home. Even though I know I know it isn't my fault that these things have happened I can't help but to feel that way I just want to take his pain away and I want to be there for him 24/7 but I also have a 5 year old son at home. I'm so overwhelmed and sad about this :( 💔💔💔💔