Lost My Virginity and so happy!

I lost my virginity in my fiancé of 7 years' bedroom. We are each other's first! I spent the night at his place and in the morning after breakfast, we foreplayed and built up the passion. We were planning to have sex. I'm on the implant birth control and he had a condom on (no babies!). It was really embarrassing to try and find a comfy position. I was actually on the top position and trying to get him in. He was kinda just layin there like (uhh? I don't know how) 😂 I had to ask him to close his eyes cuz I was so shy 🙈! Finally after we got goin, we went super slow and gentle. Then we sped up a bit. It felt good! Neither of us finished though because we both were getting too exhausted. I was dripping sweat! Phew! Then I gave him a bj (after he cleaned up) and we showered up and rested some more. I didn't bleed, cry, or feel any pain!😱😍 I'm so happy our first time was good despite the awkwardness.  We'll get much better after practice... 😏