welp!

Ok so I had a best friend, we would always be there for each other , we always made jokes, we would always talk to each other, but we had tons of fights. We are very different people and that's clear as water. We had this fight where I was angry at her bc she and my other best friend, well I was mad at both of them, I was tired of them bc I guess sometimes things build up and I just let it out idk, but I sent  them a text saying ending all snapchat streaks to only them, and we had a 189 day streak with one of my other friend, and 30 day with this girl, but anyways they were talking about me when I clearly saw them, called me petty and my feelings were already hurt from that built up and it hurt even worse, so at lunch not even talking to this girl she went out of her way to yell "why are you being so immature " in my face making a big deal about this. So we both were angry at each other and it's been about a month and even tho I was the angriest I've ever Been I still have this voice in my brain saying just forgive and forget. And I do that a lot with everyone that's who I am, so I did this 4 minute video of all the pictures and videos I never deleted even when I was mad of our memories and I sent it to her and even tho I was the maddest I was I never deleted these, and Ik it meant something to her, and idk what I was trying to accomplish, but whatever it was still isn't accomplished bc she replied, " idk what to say , we fought to much and that's not normal (because we did fight  a lot) and I'm not mad anymore either, I just think we should move on" and now I'm stumped what do I do? ( if you read this all thank you and sorry I wrote so much)