Ideal Body

Hi! So I am 15, Calliope is not my real name because I just don't feel comfortable using my real name at the moment and I hope this is okay with you. Over the past few years I've really had a hard time with myself. I had a really bad family issues and friend issues and it was really hard. In 6th grade I was depressed and it led to self harm but I don't do that anymore. I've struggled with everyone's ideal body weight. I'm a little chubby, not fat. I hate when people call me fat because I know that I am not. Im 5'3" and 130 pounds. I'm a little chubster but I really don't care. I'm happy and healthy. I just got my first period like 3 months ago so I still haven't even fully stopped growing and changing. People are rude. They call me Humpty Dumpty and fat. My nana, on my 14th birthday called me fat because I was wearing a tight dress. I loved the dress on me and I felt so confident. I'm struggling with loving myself and I don't think that is fair. I hate high school already. People are mean:(