I'm feeling pretty defeated tonight.

I had my first appointment yesterday and they did my exam. Gave me a pap and screening etc. last night I had a tiny bit of light pink discharge the lightest pink. Then that was it. Then just now a whole 24 hours later I just had a tiny bit of brown. Just like that my excitement was snatched. Now I feel I may lose the baby. I hate this you guys, I could cry. Why does it have to be so hi and low. Having had a loss it's like you never can get too confident. I need some encouragement!  I'm gonna post the pic of the brown cm way below here so don't look if ur are sensitive.