Our very long 2ww

On Oct 11 I had my first fet. Now I am waiting until time for my blood test Friday the 21st. The wait is killing me.. This is my first attempt in 9 years the first was in 2009 ivf that resulted in BFN. If this cycle works it will be my first pregnancy ever. We have prayed and put everything in Gods hands, while we wait. This is the longest 10 days of my life