So tomorrow I head back to work. I know that for me it was never a question if I would be going back. We need my income and I love my job, I can't imagine not working (for me, I totally respect stay at home moms, the past 12 weeks have been hard work!). Now that it's here though I'm having a really tough time. I've been crying most of the day. Sometimes I'm sad because I worry how much Eli and I will miss each other, sometimes I cry because I'm worried he won't miss me at all.