Anyone else feeling depressed and almost due or due?

I guess it all started a couple of weeks ago for me, I was starting to dialate and soften and I was so excited thinking labor was soon. I even lost my mucus plug and had bloody show a little over a month ago. Little to my knowledge I would go a month with no cervical changes (1.5 cm 70%), baby hasn't dropped, cervix still high (so they can't do a sweep), and no baby. I know my time is coming, but I can't help but be overwhelmed by sadness as each day passes. Then the depression sinks in just a little more than the day before. I've come to avoid this app like the plague as it makes me feel even worse since I can't hold my LO rather than just sit and wait in hopes that today might be the day. Just mainly wonder if anyone else is experiencing the same overwhelming sadness from being days away from their due date or overdue?