So my birth story did not go as planned

I was scheduled for a csection for this upcoming Monday the 24th. I am high risk for uterine rupture if I were to go into labor. I would have been 36 weeks 3 days. Well Wednesday night I started contracting frequently. Ended up going to the hospital the next morning, as they were not letting up. Doctor decided it was the best decision to deliver yesterday. Our baby girl Briar came out screaming, then got lazy and quite breathing. They had to perform CPR on her and she was completely blue! I have never been so afraid in my entire life as I did in that moment. They ended up transferring her to another hospital with a nicu. I'm stuck here until tomorrow sometime in hopes I can leave to be with her. Here's my beautiful baby Briar Rose a whole 5 lbs 10 oz!