So Discouraged!! 😪

Andrea • My rainbow 🌈 baby girl was born on August 4, 2018 (2 babies in Heaven)! Blessed to be mommy to this blessing! My heart is filled with joy 💜💜
My period is scheduled to come on Oct 29th and I don't have ONE DAMN SYMPTOM!!! Like at this point after more than 2 years it's obvious that God is punishing me. Why the Hell are so many women worthy of motherhood, worthy of sharing that 1st moment of holding their baby. And I'm only worthy of 2 MC, fibroids and endometriosis!!! I can't handle this anymore 💔😪