Frustrated.

I'm coming up on my fertile window and I can never seem to catch hubby in the mood. I'm starting to wonder if he has secret fears or doubts since we had our miscarriage. pregnancy came so easy the first time.. we had plenty of BD's and it was just less stressful. Now (for me at least) it feels like there is so much on the line. I need this to happen. It's what I am clinging to. I know making a baby to fill a void isn't the answer to my problems... I just need something positive to hope for.. you know?