the pregnancy won't sink in

Because I have wanted this for so long but my partner in this last month has agreed he wants to try, I'm finding it really difficult to get my head around in pregnant. I am so over the moon I feel like something is going to go wrong because I don't know how I've got so lucky. I really feel blessed but is it weird for me to be so shocked and speechless....  ? 👶🏼💕💕 I'm going doctors tomorrow maybe it will feel more real then