So generally I'm a happy person and I am happy for other people's good news and successes. However, 6 weeks after my miscarriage and I'm bitter, angry and resentful!! I hate this feeling. I have a friend who is 33 weeks pregnant and complaining that she feels sick and that she can't sleep and I can't help but think that I'd give anything to be feeling that!! I would obviously wish no harm to her or her baby but I just don't want to talk to or see anyone that's pregnant (which seems to be everyone) at the moment. I did everything right, I did everything I could to keep my baby safe but I still failed... I know it's not my fault but I'm bitter that I couldn't do a good enough job but yet other people do things that you're advised not to and their baby is healthy!! How is that fair?? I want to go back to feeling like the happy and positive person that I'm pretending to be to everyone else. I'm not over the loss and I'm not sure how to be! Xx