Af due friday BFN

Nessa
I wont this so bad. And i know six months isnt nothing compared to some of you ladies but i cant stop crying seems like the whole world got a BFP this morning. An i cant cry to know one no one but my husband knows we are TTC. And even he isnt as serious we have two kids together already and he is a more when ever it happens. When ever is happens??? We are young we have two kids together already ive been with out my iud sox months now i dont know why this isnt happening. My brothers gf just announced she prego and i dont wanna sound ugly but omg im so sad. Im not all log crazy and track this and that i wasnt expecting it to be this hard. This whole process is stressing me out. Ive lost weight worrying like crap in each 2ww. I dont know what t9 do but cry