I'm a FTM, 38 weeks and all I think about is having this baby. I know she'll come whenever the hell she wants. She's very healthy and growing perfectly, so I should be happy. But all I think about is when I can have her and hold her. I know I could go over my due date or I could have her tonight. It's the not knowing that kills me! The constant wondering if it's gonna be soon or not. It's an obsession especially since I am not busy at all anymore. Every pain im like "is this a contraction????" Every time I stand up I hope my water breaks.