I think I'm breaking down mentally...

Christina • 21 years old. Born January 14th. I love God and so wish to be a mother to a beautiful child ❤️
13dpo.... still super faint or maybe I'm just seeing things and it's actually negative but my heart wants there to be something. I can't do this anymore. It's so expensive and humiliating. So jealous of all the pregnant women out there.... I feel like my life is falling apart... is there even a God? SOS can't stop crying!