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Well y'all, my due date was October 30th and I was having such a nice pregnancy, no complaints. But in my 38th week I ended up developing gestational hypertension and it didn't get any better. Went in for my 39 week check up yesterday (10/24) and my midwife decided to admit me to the hospital and now I'm wide awake at 3am even though they are going to be starting pitocin at 4am! lol I am going to be exhausted. I got a couple hours of sleep but now I just can't get comfy because I'm hooked up to so many wires :( I'm so nervous! I wanted my labor to be all natural but I'm scared I won't be able to handle pitocin contractions because I hear they're so much worse!! :(