marines

I honestly can't even function anymore . My boyfriend is leaving to the marines for 7 months and I don't even think I can handle it . I can't breathe when I think about it and I've been crying for 3 days straight he's leaving before Christmas and all the holidays I've never spent with him , he'll miss our anniversary.. like what am I suppose to do we won't be moving in anymore and he'll be behind in college no more graduation together .. i just really need some advice I don't think I can handle this on my own .. I'm just so scared to lose be love of my life what if things change and are different when he returns ..