Hi everyone*<3

Hey all I have a question my last period was Oct 2-6 I'm 9dpo and having light spotting mostly when I wipe it pink could this be implantation???also when I checked my cervix it's all of a sudden soft WTF yesterday it was so hard and my cm is pink. I really want a baby:( so I'm trying to look for all signs but I also don't want to like stress myself out but I pretty much have lol. I've also been cramping for 3 days now it's mild but uncomfortable