GETTING REAL!!!

I'm 39wks 4 days today with my doctor appointment at 1:30.....with a mix up the past 2 weeks I haven't been able to see my actual doctor. Today is the day where we decide the next step and as I walk around my house picking up I can't help but think I'm going to have my sweet boy in my arms so soon. I was 3cm 2 weeks ago, if I'm a 4 my doctor will just send me to labor and delivery to get things going...this is our 4th and last, so it's just all very surreal.....but in hindsight, as miserable as I am. I honestly don't know if I'm ready to be done lol.....here's to the next step if baby is cooperating!