Labor..

I'll be 33 weeks on Monday, my baby girl has tried to escape twice. 3 more weeks of stopping labor and then they are going to let her come if she wants. I'm starting to become scared, nervous, excited..this is my third baby but Labor sucks and the thought of doing it again just scares the crap out of me. I'm more scared now than I was with my first...I think it's because I know what I'm in for.. 😞 anyone else terrified of doing this again ?!