Upsetting my sons father turned out to be psycho 😕😢

I am 29 weeks pregnant with a baby boy who I'm calling Jacob and its so upsetting that my husband turned into a different person when we got married who emotionally and in a small way physically abused me.

I had to leave america to go to my home country to get away from him for mine and the babies sake, I'd lost too much weight from the stress and ended up feeling not good enough for him.

Now I'm getting closer to my due date I can't help but feel sorry for Jacob that his dad is how he is and he isn't being brought into the world with what people could class as a normal family seeing as I'll be a single mum, its not fair! I so wish I'd have got to know my husband more before we had sex without contraception but I see Jacob as a miracle and I am so excited to raise him to be the man my husband never will be !