Failed marriage got too much = punch

I have a failed marriage my husband was abusive and I blame myself. got out of the marriage and now I'll be alone with our baby. I keep crying I have no one to talk to, nothing will make it right.

If I wasn't pregnant I'd probably do something stupid 😢😢😢

Last time I got so upset I punched my leg as punishment for not being good enough, how fucked up.