Our breech baby.

I'm feeling SO depressed. Our miracle does not want to go head down. I'm 39weeks tomorrow and we had an evc yesterday to try and flip baby in the right position. The doctor had done one just before me and she said baby went the right way easily. Of course all we want for baby is for him or her to be healthy. But what I want is a natural birth. We have another attempt to flip baby to head down Wednesday. I just don't think it is going to work. We are provisionally booked in for a c-section on Friday. I really hope we get to have our natural birth just the way I wanted it.