Is it just me or is waiting for the OPK line to show up almost as stressful as taking a pregnancy test 😧

Michelle • 43 now, have been trying for 3 years. Trying for #2... 11 yrs later. It took 9 years after an abusive relationship to find my husband...now we want a 👶🏼
Sitting here waiting patiently for the second line to show up on my opk is like nails on a chalkboard.  I feel like all I do is wait and pray these days,  only to be disappointed.  I just started TTC last month, but so far it is exhausting.  Any words of wisdom?