confused
I got dumped over the weekend by my "first". We're in college and I was walking into an important bio exam and he dumped me over text and decided to never talk to me again.
Flash forward to Friday.
I have a vERY attractive coworker, and my ex also goes to this college. I went to the party Friday night and drank till 4am which I normally don't do.
I ended up spending all night with my coworker till 4am (and some of our friends) just talking and it was amazing.
Then my ex came to my apt when he found out I was back and ended up spending the night here (we didn't have sex - just made out a little and ended up cuddling.) he is in no way a romantic interest.
Last night (Saturday) I was bored because my roommate is gone so I invited my coworker to hang out with me. We ended up watching scary movies all night and had a couple of shots.
Long story short on that one - we ended up on a roof kissing while talking about our pasts and looking at stars. (John Green had a good idea with that shit.)
Now I'm confused because I'm not sure how I ended up making out with two guys in under 24 hours, having one in my bed, and having my bio lab partner, and a friend hit on me at the party Friday night. In which, I apparently told them to do it when I was sober.
I don't even know what to do or how I feel about anyone or anything at this point. And I might be becoming an alcoholic.
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