why did I do that

Jessie • Stay at home Mom to a wonderful daughter. Married to my best friend. After 4 years TTC 4 rounds of IVF proud twin boy mama. Loving life each day as it comes.
I am day 4 past my 5 day embryo transfer and I have been having cramping on and off and tired like a MF lol. Why did I freaking cave in and take a hpt ughhhhh wth is wrong with me. I mean I know it was way to early so a - could mean nothing. I just hope I didn't jinx myself. My beta test is Friday to test for pregnancy 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏