RANT: Third pregnancy is taking its toll physically and mentally

This post is a rant. Nooooooobody is complaining. I'm giving straight up facts.

As I've posted, our last baby, #3, is a girl. Lately, life has been kicking my #$%. I'm 25 weeks, 1 day. There's no energy in site. In dizzy most days, all if a sudden. I take iron, as I'm anemic. Now, I don't even want to interact with anyone because I'm so tired, going backwards to being depressed, and I'm easily angered by anyone. When I'm depressed, I'm truly a robot. I have no emotion towards anyone. Who wants this!?!? I feel beyond guilty every time while saying I'm never doing this again but I'm so fearful that my kids will have anxiety/depression like myself.

Not to mention, having financial/physical issues with my business, body image crap, attitudes in the house, and not feeling remotely pretty, adequate, etc. I'm really feeling like "you're pregnant, you can't do much" is going to be on my tombstone. I get so angry, I feel like I'm going to either be sick or pass out.

To top it off, my body rejected my nose piercing I've had for about two years(which is something I truly love). Soooooo I am having to wait until after in fully healed from pregnancy, to truly feel like myself again, which honestly, will be after I'm done breastfeeding. I've NEVER felt like this during pregnancy until now. This is to serve as a rant, vent, and comfort post. We don't need people coming in here with the "get over it" B.S. I'll comfortably tell you where you to put it.