heartbroken.

So..the baby's dad and I are not together and this is a very unfortunate circumstance and I wish more than anything it wasn't me who was pregnant. It breaks my heart that so many people try for so long. This baby deserves to be with a family like that. Abortion is not an option for me and I feel like at 27 adoption isn't either. I had a miscarriage when I was 19 and when I was 5 months along, my parents were furious and hurt and angry when I first told them, and now I find myself in a similar situation. I just feel so alone and hurt and have no idea what to do. I don't want to tell my parents and cause them that grief again, the baby's dad is moving on and dating and I'm here dealing with all these physical and emotional changes alone.