desperate need of some opinions!

Okay so here it goes. I'm single and also really innocent. All my friends have had sex and all I have done is made out with one person and after I did, I broke up with him because he was so bad. All my friends pick on me because I always put people in the friend zone. They all say "you're gorgeous, you could have any guy and you don't, what's wrong with you?" And they say I must be a lesbian, but I'm not at all! Not even close. It makes me mad because I am not bad looking, I am very attractive (not being conceited either) and I can never find the right guy anywhere:( I always see couples posts and long relationships and I'm so jealous! So anyways, getting to the point of this post. This weekend I had a very low moment. I started to feel like I would not ever have a boyfriend like I dream of and I just started to crave attention. So I downloaded the app Kik and messaged all these guys. I send them all pics (in underwear and bra) and they all started to love it! I loved the attention so much, it felt so good to have people WANT me. I realize they don't really care about ME they just wanted to see my body, I get that, but for the moment I just loved the attention. I woke up the next day and hated myself for it. Why would I send my body to just any random person?! Oh god, I hate myself for it! I know it's not such a big deal, my fave wasn't in the pics, but still. it's MY body. Have you guys ever had this happen to you? Have you ever had like a hoe moment like me? Did you hate yourself after? Please give me your opinions. I'll take hate, judgment, anything... just tell me what you think 💔