Due July 3rd!

Found out last week that I'm finally pregnant. Currently 5wk1day, will be due 3rd July 2017. Need some way to pass the time until 1st midwife appointment (which I'm currently afraid to book (hoping to be seen at around 9 wks) in case anything goes wrong as I miscarried in may). Also want to book an early scan to make sure things are ok and baby is viable, but again am scared to book (for about 8 weeks) in case anything happens. I think when I get to 6 weeks I'll feel better as the miscarriage was at 5+3 days so when I pass that point hopefully I'll feel more relaxed. I'm so excited but it's also a nervous time too.