given up hope

Ive been ttc with my husband for 6yrs almost 7. I finally got pregnant at the end of may. It was so unreal and i couldnt believe it! It was a happiness i never knew i could feel. I later found out my babys heartbeat was too slow and they thought i had ovulated late or something and was not as far along as the thought. 2 weeks later my baby had stopped growing and had no heartbeat. My baby was dead inside me. My insensitive ob gyn broke the news to me and my husband by simply entering the office and saying sorry for your loss. I was totally confused. I was in disbelief. But this was really happening. I got to carry my dead 8 wk old baby in my body until i finally painfully miscarried since the meds they gave me for pain did not work. I have found myself in deep depression since i am reaching my 30's and feel like its been too long for me to get pregnant and i fear having to wait  years for it to happen again. They say that women are more likely to get preg after miscarrying because of the high hcg levels and whatever. Well i tried one lastntime but last week i got my preiod. I am far done trying and i feel like the person i was died the moment i found out i had lost my baby