Ahhhhhh! Can't sleep because in just a few hours, I'll have my first ultrasound. After 3 miscarriages with my ex husband, I can't help but feel like I've only prepared myself for bad news. I'm only 6wks 4d but we didn't want to wait until next week because we are leaving town this weekend to get married! If it's not good news, I wanted to at least be able to have a few drinks this weekend! I feel like either way, I'm just going to be one big hot mess!!!