just needed to say..:

Lately I have been just over exhausted and tired. I would love to come and not do anything but that's not possible because I have a 7 month old and a school plus work. When I come home the house is literally the same way I left it. I tell my fiancé it would be nice to Come to a clean house. Today is just one of those days that is long for me because I wake up at 8am and don't go to sleep till about midnight because of school and work and I gotta pick up my son. He tells me today that he will have a surprise for me next check coming up. But I honestly don't care for a gift I would love to come home and clothes are folded, dishes and bottles are washed and my house just in order.! I feel like I do to much and I'm just getting bigger and bigger. I officially turned 15 weeks today and I'm not even excited because I'm more depressed then happy. He has decided to go out with his cop friends while I'm here folding clothes tired out of my mind.