So annoyed

So this year I picked up bow hunting. i try to go out 2 or 3 times a week, But so far no luck. My husband said he was fine with my new hobby, but every time I want to go he throws it in my face and says tho by a like "yep, leave us again" or "I'm used to staying at home alone with our daughter". Sometimes he says it jokingly but others I think he's serious. It's hard to have a hobby when I feel guilty even leaving. When I am gone hunting or evening grocery shopping or visiting family he always reminds me of how long I'm gone. It drives me nuts! He doesn't have much of a social life or friends to hang out with but he he does do stuff I'm happy he goes and I'm happy he gets time with friends or alone.

Before we started TTC #2, I would tell him I need more help around the house or that I would like it of he picked up after himself or used the damn broom...anything to help. His response was that we weren't having enough sex so there was no incentive for him to do the work...like he's done damn child that needs a cookie for a reward! Now that I'm off BC, I want it all the time and he's always saying he's too tired...well you're getting it or offered it but he still doesn't do anything around the house! I've talked and talked to him about it and all I get are excuses. I desperately want another child but I'm starting to wonder if I want him? Is this the right man for me? How do you love someone when they make you hide who you really are? I hate thinking this way but I'm lost!