WHAT DO I DO

👑 MAC • BO$$

So im 12 and I have liked this guy since last year (in 7 grade now) Hes dated most of my friends thoe, and gets called a fuck boy. I have this rule that if I like someone and my ftiends now or dont know and they like them , date them, or dated them i force myself to stop liking them for their happiness . He recently just told me that he liked me back but he has a girlfriend amd we dont plan on dating. Him and my friednd Zea are friends again and she told him that she likes him , so now i have to force myself to stop liking him. Its hard beacuse hes one of my bestfriends and i tell him everything. I font know what to do. Im really insecure and he always tells me im beatiful and makes me fell like it. Should i follow my rule or choose my happiness this time. Please help i know im young im just confused😔😔-MaKayla.

P.S. -Am i pretty???