pregnancy before marriage

Soooo, I woke up in the middle of the night starving and it just made me realize how important it is to already have the proper foundation laid when it comes to bringing life into the world... I have no husband to go find me anything to eat, no husband to rub my back so that I can go back to sleep! Not even a live in boyfriend! I did this out of order the first time and there was soooo much chaos and I promised myself I would never single parent again but 11 yrs later here I am! Ugh! I could vomit right now! Never one to let anything or anyone get me off track but I really did it this time! I can't wait for the baby to move so I can have something to smile about...