and then there is me... broken and shit

Carla
Starting to feel a bit disheartened. Not really having any pregnancy symptoms but no sign of af either. Ovia says my period should have come Friday. Glow changed my date to the 8th when I put in all of my ovulation information. I just want to see that bfp so bad 😞and I know my hunny does too. He seems like he is just as anxious as I am. I've been teaching cm/co and all of my symptoms. Dunno if that will help any. But I have the feeling that since I just came off bc to regulate my cycles, that if it doesn't happen in the next few months then we will have to move on to more extensive stuff. PCOS is a B****. My best friend got pregnant two cycles after stopping her bc with her third, now she is off bc again working on a fourth. Three family members are pregnant. Several of my friends are showing off their newborns on fb. And then there is me sitting over here all broken and shit. Trying to be so happy for them but so sad for me at the same time. I really am so excited for them. But I'm really sad for me. My only child is 7, and she keeps asking why I refuse to give her a brother or a sister 😞 just wish it was my turn. But I'm starting to think that maybe It's not gonna happen...