So confused 😢😢😢

Rebecca • 27, TTC my second baby. I love my husband for giving me baby #1 who is the most amazing gift in the world!!
I'm due my period tomorrow!!
Yesterday morning I had pink spotting when I wiped a few times......followed by cramping on and off all day!
Today I've had no cramping and pink spotting a few times when I have wiped. 
Why can my period just not hurry up so I can move onto cycle #2 and try all over again......why is my body torturing me 😢