Lost my husband, then found out who he really was.
I'm still trying to process everything, and the good Lord knows that my life has been chaos for the past 6 months, but I just got punched in the gut last night. My husband was active duty army, so since he's passed I've heard some things from his friends in his unit. Mostly, on his unfaithful nature.
Since I married him, I've always had this feeling that he's been unfaithful, and yesterday, my now boyfriend, told me everything he knew about my husband.
He was cheating on me the night he died. He was cheating on me while we were trying to get pregnant. He was cheating on me when he went back home without me for a week. He was cheating on me from day one, and used me for BAH.
On top of all of that, he lied. Literally lied about EVERYTHING. Not just a few things here and there, not just about him cheating, but LITERALLY EVERYTHING.
Now I'm left with this idea that when he called me the night he died, and our last words were "I love you" that it was just another lie.
Ladies, I don't even know what to feel or how to think anymore. How can you hate someone who's gone ? Someone you're supposed to love ?
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