it's killing me

Ok!!! Well me and my boyfriend just got engaged 3 months ago we decide to not have sex tell we were married.. We bn together for 11 years now yes we had sex before we decide to wait... This is so hard not to have sex.. We havent had a good kiss for awhile cuz it would just turn us on and go at it.. I know it just as hard for him too..all I want to do is just kiss him and go at it....