2 days till due date!

Erin
Okay ladies, I am due on thursday the 10th, two days away, and had my (hopefully) final check up today with my obgyn. 
I'm only 1 cm dialated.
I feel like EVERYTHING I read is "oh I'm 3 cm dialated and 35-37 weeks" 
Good for you guys I guess.
But I'm miserable. I am 100% for "baby being ready when she's ready" and REALLY do not want to be induced again (this is my second daughter) just because it still took forever (39 hour labor and still had to do c-section)
I am supposed to have a VBAC this time instead of repeat c section. But I am miserable. Emotional. And exhausted. 
She scheduled me for another check up a week from today (40w.5d) and the thought of lasting another day without this baby makes me want to cry, the thought of waiting a WEEK makes me want to vomit and fall in a whole and hide there forever. 
Why am I not progressing:((
Baby is where she's supposed to be and in the right position, she's plenty big, and I do have contractions that feel awful to me, just not consistent enough I guess.
But is ANYONE else that's almost due experiencing this?? Why ?!😭😭😭😭😭