Today we buried our son

Naomi • Mummy to an angel ~ Oliver John born sleeping @ 28 weeks 23rd September 2016
It truly has been the worst month and a half of my life, I feel like I have died along with him.
Following an emergency c-section and the little hope we had being snatched away when Oliver was stillborn, I suffered numerous post op complications. My wound got infected and opened up, I was operated on a second time and have spent weeks in hospital, my physical recovery has only just started.
I haven't dealt with the emotional side at all and I really don't know how to start, I still feel so broken and my grief is just as raw. I had hoped his funeral today would help but it hasn't, no parent should have to bury their child.