Cycle day 18 😟

LONG POST. Back story: My husband and I have been TTC for what will be 2 years on Thanksgiving. I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 18 (now 22) I've had some very irregular cycles until this year. I'm basically down to a 30-32 day cycle now (thank God!) But, here comes the sad part, like most of you ladies, I do not ovulate regularly. I know that I ovulate SOMETIMES, but not every time.

I've went through the doctors appointments, but I was never once told that I cannot have children. Thats the hope I hang on to. This cycle has been odd. I had a pretty regular period for about 4 days (which is the norm for me) and I started testing using OPKs on cycle day 9 just in case. What's throwing me off is that I've had (TMI) a lot of CM, but not egg white quiet yet. Nausea? I don't know what that's about. Dizziness and headaches for days. And as of last night, cramping, dull ache kind of feeling on the right side. But now, I'm getting a little discouraged. I'm not even close to getting a positive opk. Maybe this is a cycle where I don't ovulate? Maybe I'll ovulate later than expected? Regardless, I'm kind of upset about it.

I'm open to suggestions at this point. If I left anything out, please ask.