Worst image when ttc

This is the worst image you'll see when ttc. It's my birthday so I thought maybe I'd prayed enough. My husband is on an off shift so I was sitting home alone & needed somewhere to share these emotional feelings. We've been ttc since March 2014 & lost a baby at 10 weeks October 2015 this has been a tough road & would love to find others to hear their stories with so it doesn't feel so alone when friends get pregnant after a month or few months of trying 😢