He broke up with me 😭😭😭😭

Everything seemed great. I love him he made it seem like he loved me. We did have a pregnancy scare 1 week ago and he was like I'm here for you no matter what.

Well we didn't turn up pregnant which is ok!

I told him I wanted to take him out to dinner on Thursday night.

Then he texts me on Thursday saying we need to talk and I'm freaking out like Uh oh what's wrong.

Well I get to his house and he sits in my car and is like I'm in love. And proceeds to tell me that he was hanging out with his group of friends 2 nights ago which is cool and one of his female friends said "I'm glad you and your gf aren't pregnant " and he was like why do you say that and she was like "because i'd be jealous of her if you were"

So he tells me he didn't realize she was into him and that he now loves her and ge went ahead and slept with her and she slept over at his house 2 nights in a row and he's like I respect you so I'm not going behind your back anymore and he's like I don't want you out of my life but you need to know I have fallen in love. He even had the nerve to say we can still hang out and have sex and be close if you want but I'm not choosing one over the other type thing.

I'm absolutely crushed.

And I told him that. And I also told him that if we had gone to dinner I was planning on telling him that I secured my very first apartment that is a 5 minutes drive from him I was so happy and the he was all crying and saying he was sorry and feels like he's making the wrong choice but he doesn't want to lie to me and blah blah blah

He kept saying I love yoy but I love her too.

He ALSO had the nerve to say he's not trying to pursue her like date her he just wants to see what's she's like kind of thing and he even said give me a week to see what she's like and maybe we can continue with what we had afterwards. I'm crushed.

Any words of wisdom or comfort would be appreciated 😭

I'm a mess. I currently live 1hr away from him and I cried the entire was home. What do i do? Because I do love him. Do I wait? Do I cut him off? I need real help

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I'm 20 he's 26