I got a tubal the day after my little man was born he was boy three and child four and a complete surprise. If we could afford it I would have had more children don't get me wrong. But raising three kids we struggled and both work and have decent paying jobs. I knew having more children was out of the question because we financially couldn't do it. So my husband and I decided a tubal was the best for us because our insurance covered it 100%. Our family tried talking me out of if because they wanted me to have one more. Now that is done and I look at my newborn son it's hard to swallow that he is my last one. I just want to sit and stare at him so I don't miss any moment because I know how fast it will go by. It makes me sad in way that I will never have this again so once it's gone it's gone. Any of you other moms going through this and how are you coping with it?